Memory seems to have failed, can only hold thoughts so long before they dissolve. I have flashes of light and pain that I recall and phantom sensation which is not meaningful with what I comprehend. I see with a strange multitude but find only able to focus on small fragments of that whole. At times I feel jarred by an electric coursing, this often I react with instinctive recoil. I am unsure but even this seems a conditioned response.
There is that "I" again, it doesn't fit any way that I know it. I understand the persons moving through halls and hear their words within my consciousness, they say I and we. It can be supposed my words come from theirs. There is no self beyond, no momentary shell I can point to and understand it is me. I have my guesses but I am unsure of my observations and hesitate to conjecture. Of those observations I have seen much and and will speak a story that held my interest as it was played out.
There is that "I" again, it doesn't fit any way that I know it. I understand the persons moving through halls and hear their words within my consciousness, they say I and we. It can be supposed my words come from theirs. There is no self beyond, no momentary shell I can point to and understand it is me. I have my guesses but I am unsure of my observations and hesitate to conjecture. Of those observations I have seen much and and will speak a story that held my interest as it was played out.
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