Lost My Nerve

I wrote this with the Nick Lowe song And So It Goes running in my head on repeat.  I hope this works, I don't really know what it is a song a poem.

 In the air there is absolute devotion.
Ill stay in her arms ever after.
In the morning it wasn't like this;
I was hopeless , and alone.

I took myself to the lakeside
and thought about walking in.
clothes and all, sink like a stone.
Lost my nerve and , headed home.

In the sky, the sun was sinking
down upon the streets of Cahalan.
It felt like someone was waiting
for something that , I didn't Know----

Calling through the streets ever after
Calling for someone , I don't know
Somethings right tonight I will find her
Where she is, I don't know

She'll be everywhere that I'm not!
Next door to my favorite restaurant.
Turning late, I'm flying solo
Just my myself , and my radio----

Calling through the streets ever after
Calling for someone , I don't know
Somethings right tonight I will find her
Where she is, I don't know

Around midnight and I'm at a movie
sitting by myself in the back row.
Looking around who's next to me
arm in arm watching  , the picture show.

Calling through the streets ever after
Calling for someone , I don't know
Somethings right tonight I will find her
Where she is, I don't know