morning joint pain

cold? you are colder.
Distant? you're silent.
Foreign? stranger!
Impotent? I wonder?

Start illusions
in quatrain measures
air unearthly sweet
hot and alive again

remember yourself
youth, slender and perfected.
not so wise
and naive to the hurts.

Remember I wasn't so broken
no rest needed!
I was energy
before filters gave out.

Happiness worked through
Everything only each other