I sort of messed up with my wife the other night. I went off to do my role playing game instead of helping her when she needed me. I feel like crap about it. I am just so dumb when it comes to that sort of thing. Its like I don't get any of the clues even when they are screamed at me. I don't know why people are such a mystery to me. It's like I am an alien and I just don't understand even though I have been watching all my life. I want to be a kind person, well no really I don't. I want to love the people I love and treat them great. I am content being an observer to the people I don't.
I know its hard to get through to me, Sometimes its just as hard for me to get something out. Its like there is a wall between me and people and I want my people to know I love them and don't want to be this way.
I acted live a fool before when something came up with the gaming and now my wife wont tell me when she needs. I feel like a jack ass whenever this comes up and it keeps coming up. I wish planet Jim got the messages from planet Earth.
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